Bad end to what was a good month

I ended the month $10,300 in profit but somehow I feel sick as fuck and pissed off that I am not up more. I lost about $4400 in the last 2 days of the month or so and although I have won it back already this month it just feels like I am down.

I have to admit, reviewing my play in July I was awful, tilt set in through sheer horrible badbeats and I was just wanting to gamble and although I was getting it in most times as 55 or 60% fav it doesnt matter, I am a better player than to just rely on coin flipping with people I should just own.

Still had some bad luck last month but I feel it has turned around now, I am playing better and also getting a few outdraws in myself now and again which feels good.

I fly to Thailand in 10 days and I just pray that the internet is good and stable enough over there for me to play poker without having to worry about timing out every few minutes.

Gambling wise I had a good start to the month winning a few bets but towards the end as always they get it back lol. As long as I am not losing though it doesnt matter too much as its just purely for entertainment.

This month has started well so I am hoping it could be a very good month that would mean I could relax a lot more for my months in Thailand. Looking forward to just sitting in the pool at the villa in the sun with a nice cold beer!

This months winnings means that I am $82,600 up for the year and just $17,400 away from my yearly target. I will be very happy if I can meet that target by the end of this month :)

Good luck!